pasko na naman...

"pasko na sinta ko, hanap hanap kita...bakit nagtatampo, nilisan ako...kung mawawala ka..sa piling ko sinta, paano ang paskong?alay ko sa iyo..."

haaay...ilang araw na lang pasko na naman...

magpapasko na naman akong malamig...

walang kayakap..

walang ka iloveyou wlaang kabatian ng maligayang pasko...

walang kapalitan ng regalo...

haaaay..buhay..parang kailan lang..

noong nakaraang pasko..ang saya saya ko..

tapos ngayon,..

kabaligtaran namn..

wala talagang permanente sa mundo kundi pagbabago no?

ano nga ba mayroon noong nakaraan disyembre?

December last year, when i have had this whirlwind romance.

a bliss feeling..

December last year when i felt the real happiness i've been looking for after two years of imprisonment in depression and bitterness.

He brought me up from the deep shallow..

from the world of blue.

December last year when i heard the words a lady in love love to hear from his man.

December last year when i felt the tenderness of his kisses,

the warmth of his hugs and the love i've been longing for.

December last year when i became the strongest, the toughest one,

coz it was December last year when i had these strong arms around me,

arms always there to hug me and comfort me.

a man who says "don't worry love, will always be here beside you."

December last year when he introduced me to his family..

December last year when i am really in love again.

and in few months time...

Disyembre na naman...

will i have the same faith?

the same happiness i have had December last year?

"
four calling birds!!!three french hens!!two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree!!!"