a poem from him

the more i wanted to move on.. is the more i find it hard to get through....... i long to see your face again.... to look into your eyes and see....... the love that is meant for me....... i've been pretending i am ok...... because i want to hide from the feeling....... instead i find myself in tears and in deep pain.... i feel so alone and lonely............ and emptiness lingers in my heart........ i know our hearts still wanted to hold on......... to the love we have...... i dont know how and i dont know when..... or if this will ever end.......... letting you go is too painful for me........ i know you're hurt too and i can see it............. in your eyes............ i did'nt want this to end.......... someday hapiness will find its way to our hearts.......... when all that our heart could wish for will be given in God's perfect time.......... i still think of you as often as i breathe.......... thank you for the gift of love.......... i treasure you in my heart........ and there you will be kept......... where nobody can ever replace you........   *this poem is not originally mine...i was just the editor!!eheheh...this is a poem gave to me by my first love....the guy who hurt me the most but i know he loved me the most....